Bouncing back.

Hello there, it's me again here. Well hi ! It's been days aite? How are you guys? Yeah, here's my new post.... Have you guys ever been brought down, burned and broken before this? Yeah, that's what I felt, been burned and brought down and even broken by the unwanted peoples in my life, even a friend, that you've even called him your own brother, for 5 years, beaten and bruised by him. People, everywhere, where I go, keeps breaking me down, well, honestly, I've killed myself once, one and a half year ago. But now, it won't be the same, I've bounced back up once, and I'm not gonna burn down again. I was up, then I'm down, torn into pieces, bits, and I crawled back up again, stomped down by then, and now, I'm back on my feet, with bruises, burned marks and scars that teaches me the real meaning of life. Yes, that bruised, broken and burned me, almost appeared itself again today, and it took the hell out of me. I've hurt the one I love most, I make her see the old, unwanted me, which I've killed a long time ago. A boy, a weak and arrogant boy, that was me before. Wiser I've come, and still, I've a long way to go, and now, being a man, I'm thinking way much more better than before, though there's time I'm out of my own balance, but still, I came out strong. Well, Hi Adrianna ! I love you, so much ! What've you seen, it's also the most unwanted thing that I don't wanna see, but you saw it by your own self, and I can see that from your face. I don't want to lose you, you're the one I cared most, more than my own. I'm worried, and I'm afraid, where my biggest fear is losing you. Forgive me, forgive the scarred me. He didn't mean to appear again... and I won't let it happen again. Take care baby, and yes, I miss you, so badly, and all I've ever wanted is to be with you there ♥. Well that's it, alas people, and take care :)