Penning & Letters

A new year.

2011-11-26T19:56:00.001+08:00

Well hi and Assalamualaikum! It's been long that I haven't update my blog.... Quite awhile actually, but nevermind. Time these days flies too fast, and sometimes we just can't notice that it just blew away from us. Too quick too handle, and too quick to catch up, that's time, priceless and valuable. Last year of hijrah meant a lot too me. Where I found love again, falling deep, madly and truthfully in it. Where no any can match it. A lot of had happened then, well it'll be just memories and lessons for me now. Where I found my true self, a man. Where I learn, where I fell, where I crawled back up and here I am standing strong, stronger than before. Where I have everything for me now to bring forward. I have you, I have my family, I have friends, and with you, I'm complete. More days ahead, a lot that we have been through, more to come, with everything and anything together. I love you Adrianna, always and always will be. We'll make a much more better steps forward, hand by hand, will by will, and strength by strength. And through this new year, we'll go through together, for a lifetime, everlastingly &hearts: Salam Maal Hijrah to all Muslims! May this new year be a new beginning for us towards a new and better days ahead, Amin :)

Till then, Assalamualaikum and Good Evening!

2011-11-11T09:45:00.001+08:00

Love, undescribeable. More than words. More than "I love you".

Apologies

2011-11-11T09:31:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry for everything baby. Yes, I messed up a lot, I'm an annoyance and I know, what I did..... Is wrong. Hmm. It's just that what happen back then, I just can't remember. It was burned away, trying not to remember it, learning from it. I know I should admit it, but then I was really confident about it, and know, I know you're not okay, I messed up, as usual hmm. Forgive me baby :( I just can't live a day without you, even a second. Unmeasurable the universe it seems, with no end, that is how my love to you. Unexplainable, without any reasons. What I want most is, ahh, being you there, holding you and going through everything together with you, for the rest of time. Forgive me my one and only Nur Adrianna Lim, 200497 ♥ From my deepest heart, and whole of it :(

I love you, and I miss you, so much ♥

Bouncing back.

2011-10-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hello there, it's me again here. Well hi ! It's been days aite? How are you guys? Yeah, here's my new post.... Have you guys ever been brought down, burned and broken before this? Yeah, that's what I felt, been burned and brought down and even broken by the unwanted peoples in my life, even a friend, that you've even called him your own brother, for 5 years, beaten and bruised by him. People, everywhere, where I go, keeps breaking me down, well, honestly, I've killed myself once, one and a half year ago. But now, it won't be the same, I've bounced back up once, and I'm not gonna burn down again. I was up, then I'm down, torn into pieces, bits, and I crawled back up again, stomped down by then, and now, I'm back on my feet, with bruises, burned marks and scars that teaches me the real meaning of life. Yes, that bruised, broken and burned me, almost appeared itself again today, and it took the hell out of me. I've hurt the one I love most, I make her see the old, unwanted me, which I've killed a long time ago. A boy, a weak and arrogant boy, that was me before. Wiser I've come, and still, I've a long way to go, and now, being a man, I'm thinking way much more better than before, though there's time I'm out of my own balance, but still, I came out strong. Well, Hi Adrianna ! I love you, so much ! What've you seen, it's also the most unwanted thing that I don't wanna see, but you saw it by your own self, and I can see that from your face. I don't want to lose you, you're the one I cared most, more than my own. I'm worried, and I'm afraid, where my biggest fear is losing you. Forgive me, forgive the scarred me. He didn't mean to appear again... and I won't let it happen again. Take care baby, and yes, I miss you, so badly, and all I've ever wanted is to be with you there ♥. Well that's it, alas people, and take care :)

I miss you.

2011-10-22T03:57:00.005+08:00

Hi people, it's been a long time I haven't update my blog, well yeah, here it goes....

I MISS YOU BABY :(

Yes indeed, I miss you baby, so badly, with every second that I have, every beat of my heart, I love you baby, heavy heart, and a long sigh hmmm,.

Ah, we'll fly higher than we are now baby, step by step, better and even better baby. Much we've been through, and there's a lot more for us baby, and we're gonna stick together, till the end baby, just you and me, us.

Seeing you smile, seeing you laugh, and listening to your soothing, breath-taking voice made my day everyday baby, hihi and it'll be whole a lot more when I'm with you, always, every second, and I just won't go away.

You, you, yes you Nur Adrianna Lim, you're my only girl baby, mine, and whom I would do just everything for, whom means the world, universe to me.

My juliet, my wonderwoman, my linlin, my moimoi, hihi.

And baby, I just want to let you know, that I won't ever let you go, ever in my life ♥

With love, and I love you,
ARIFF a.k.a BieWiff ^^v

♥

2011-09-30T03:15:00.001+08:00

You took my breath away everytime, with the every breath of mine.

Where my world turns around,

Yes, you mean the world to me, and losing you is my greatest fear.

Here I am, by your
side, now and always,

Where this heart is yours, and yours are mine,

Anything and everything,

Melts you,
Protecting you,
Keeping you safe,
My queen of heart,

Through thick and thin,
Skin and flesh together.

I love you, with whole my heart.

And only you,
♥

Malacca with ♥

2011-09-28T17:23:00.001+08:00

Hi there my dear blog, we meet again ! Well, cut to the chase, two exciting days, yes, it was exciting, fun and full of jitters haha. But the most important of all is that I got to meet my biebie's family from Malacca ! Yes, it's my first time meeting my girlfriend's family, half of it actually, and another half to go, and I'm looking forward to it :') I've never felt this happy before and yes, this is all I wanted, I wanted with you only, my Nur Adrianna Lim :* There's much we've been through and whole a lot more are waiting for us ahead bie. I love you, Adwianna, always, so much, always have and always will ♥ and go through everything together :) muahmwah :* I miss you, always :(

With love,
Awiff ♥

Bonding, laughter and smiles.

2011-09-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hello there, it's been a while eh I haven't update my blog. Well, hi ! Okay, I mumble, and yes, a lot emm. Now, straight to the point Ariff ! Yeah, today was my family's open house, where we all had great fun. Full of laughter, big ones actually, hahaha and we all, zhe friends, were reunited back. The funny part was Ajim feel down from his chair and we started laughing harder that time, haha. Alhamdulillah, everything goes well today. All the effort and all the moments, were all great !

Well yeah, haha, I love these pictures ! And yes, I love you Adrianna baby, so much. Always have, and always will. We have our dreams together, we'll catch it all together, you and me. Standing still here by your side, firm and strong, as always. I apologize for any of my wrong doings baby, and together, we improve everything bit by bit, us. To the skies I'll take you, touching and tasting zhe rainbows together. Completing each other, where I'll do just anything and everything for you, because you're the reason I wanted to live for eternity, a long way to go, all the way together. Take care baby, and get well soon sayang. I wanted to be there with you, and I mean 'there', so badly. Take those meds, and don't, DON'T DRINK COLD WATER ! See you soon baby, I love you, so so much. Tett tenet teneetttt ! Alas ! ♥

ps: Ayith and Zawa said "Mommy go eat your meddy ! We want you to healthwy ! ♥ ♥ ♥"

2011-09-08T02:23:00.001+08:00

"Whatever people want to say bad, talk bad, talk behind you, talk to bring you down, let them be, you've known yourself, your limits, your advantages, just be you. Let them be, don't hold grudges, and don't do bad to them. Redha and pray for their goodness" - Mama

I love you Mama, and always will be. Though you nag a lot on me because I'm stubborn, still, you are the best mom, the only mom I've ever had in this world. You've taught me a lot ma, of how to become a man, of how this life would turn out to be, of how you taught me those words above, of how you taught me how to live. Thanks for everything ma. I was touched, I was inspired, I was given a great motivation by you. You and always will be, my mum, till eternity ♥

Bear this in mind boys, men and guys, "Syurga anak lelaki dibawah tapak kaki ibu"

Eid Mubarak.

2011-08-31T03:19:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum, and hi there ! Aidilfitri comes again for us, Muslims, all around the world, for another year. Our independence day for all Muslims, as we fought hard to gain a lot in Ramadhan. Well this, this is my first time celebrating my Aidilfitri away from my family, and yes, I miss them. But still, I enjoyed it, a new experience I felt, where I got to celebrate it with my workmates. As usual, each and every year of Aidilfitri is just different, not as the same as the old one, but still, it all came with a new experience. And yes, this year also I'll be celebrating it with my baby boo, Adwianna, though we can't celebrate it on the first day, but yes, there's always time for us to celebrate together baby, and the next Aidilfitri and so on. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Forgive me for all my wrong doings, and any mistakes that I've ever done to whom who've known for this many years. May you all have a great Aidilfitri, and a memorable one ever !

*I miss you badly, yes I am. I wanted to be there with you, watching you wear those beautiful baju kurung, and all dressed up and pretty, seeing those beautiful smile, the cute laugh of yours, and the heart that only beats for me, and yes, just me. If could have my own wings, I would instantly be there with you baby. Seeing you happy, as what I wanted most. We go all through together baby, yes, all the way, here, I am, standing tall, strong and firm beside you, no matter what baby, and just anything, and everything. I love you, I love you so much my supernaa, Adwianna, LinLin, Adyianna Lin, my babyboo, my prettybaby, my eternity. Don't be sad okay baby? You always have me here, and I won't go away, and I just won't let you go, ever muah ! :* One baby, ONE ! ADRIFFHAZARARITH ! Have fun baby, and I want you to enjoy your Raya, okay baby? We are here waiting for you, waiting for mummy to come back home for us. With love, your superbatman, Ahmad Ariff Hafiz Bin Isnami. Don't cry baby, and yes, I've been talking and shedding tears a lot on Bosty, because I wanted to be there with you so badly, and do just anything, everything, for my baby. Goodnight baby, I'm here always, I swore, and I promised to you. Jangan gatal gatal tau? Jangan nakal nakal tau? Smiley widely baby, the smile that I drew for you, for a lifetime it last, only for you baby. Sweetdreams baby, muah !

What Are Words.

2011-08-27T16:05:00.002+08:00

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her, through time and everything, together.

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most, and I just won't

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near, by you.
Anywhere you go, I'll be there, for you always.
And I'm gonna be here forever more, for you only.
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close, yes you, you baby you, my angel and always will be, my Adwianna, my LinLin.

I Love You Baby, yes so much and always, no matter what ♥

*I took some parts of the lyrics, because for me it means the most for me, to you, baby :*

Happy Eid !

2011-08-27T00:36:00.002+08:00

So yeah, another Raya is just around the corner.

And it's just not the same Raya for me, I mean, each year is a different one for me.

Yes, this year's Raya, I have to work, no vacation or Raya holidays for me.

And it'll only last for a week, yeah, resignation is just around the corner also !

Today, me and my baby boo, Adrianna, had our last day to spend time together before she goes back to her 'Kampung' tomorrow, and for a week, hmm.

We had a great buka puasa today at that Siamese Restaurant at Section 13 Shah Alam.

And I sang her to sleep, and she took care of me when I'm not well today, and she fell asleep in my arms.

I love you.

I got a penned tattoo on my chest, jyeah !

And yes, I miss her, eventhough I'm with her, still, I miss her.

Have a safe journey sayang !

All I wanted to spend this Raya with you, and yes, we'll have to wait for another week, then I'm free !

I love you, so much, where my heart only beats for you, with my whole heart and soul.

Take care baby. You're the one I cared most, and I love most.

Yes you, Adyianna Lin, my linlin, my Adwianna.

Jangan gatal gatal, and jangan nakal nakal tau !

I miss you. Badly. I cried when I read the letter you wrote to me, because I love you, and I miss you, and yes, ALWAYS !

Muah ! Have a great Raya baby, I'm sorry for all my wrong doings baby :(
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin to my dearest, Nur Adrianna Lim ♥

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Dan Batin To All Muslims !

Have a great Raya !

BTIM

2011-08-22T15:27:00.005+08:00

So here I am, updating my new post on my blog. Hello ! Well, this is awkward sometimes, because I have a blank brain right now, and I just don't know what to say. But yeah, I hate work. The first 3 months was well and exciting. Got many friends, well, 'families' there at my workplace. But then all the sudden, the situation changed. Everything becomes so tense and all, and it made me to do work insincere, coping with people whom in dire need for power, whom just think they're always right, and others wrong. Thinking about it just made my head ache. I have many others to think of, but work? I'll get over it soon, soon after I hand over my resignation letter. The same shit I have to face everyday, where now it is just not the same as before. It was fun then, but now, coping with those sorts of people, where their true colours came out, made me sick. I just love life, because I learned a lot in it, where I find love, where I know the true meaning to live, where I know I'm the servant to One, Him. Where I laugh, I cry, I feel joy and sweet, where I taste bitter and insecure, and where life opened my mind and eyes to new things, new adventures, new experiences and new feelings. And life also taught me how to be strong and firm, stronger as ever before. I've learn a lot, and I've realize, a lot too. But one sure thing is, don't get swallowed by time. Conquer them with the palm of your hand, and you'll lead your life well and firm. InsyaAllah. "We'll start slow. We'll go up, but we'll never go down, baby"

Adriff's cupcake moments

2011-08-18T08:37:00.007+08:00

Well, this is an another post by me, where seeing her having an enjoyable time, laughing her heart out, with joy and happiness smears through her face.

Well, this is my first time experience baking cupcakes, and yes, FIRST time.

At first, we baked vanilla flavoured cupcakes, which were done by me, Adrianna, Andrian and Andrieq. Vanilla tastes great !

And then, me and my baby made a 2nd batch of cupcakes, chocolate cupcakes to be exact, and my LinLin acts as the mixer cum chef hehe and me as the baker.

We started painting ourselves with the mixed ingredients of the chocolate cupcakes, where LinLin started it hehe :3
Haha, and then, we had a make-up session, where it is just only me, which I'm the only subject for the make-up experiment by my baby, haha. And she enjoyed it, where she laughed all the way while she's spreading the make-up all over my face, where she smears my lips with pink lipstick, okay that was funny baby. hehe. But I love it, you had a great time :*

Well, this is Adriff. And I'm loving my LinLin with every second that I have, every heart beat that my heart gave out, where it all only, just beats for her. Hye, I Love You Nur Adrianna Lim. I know what've I done is just not enough like others and not as sweet as others, but I do promise that I'll bring rainbows and sunshine to you, and yes, I'm your sunshine and rainbow, always baby, because you're just my only one. Yes I'm afraid and I'm worried, always, and yes, I just can't live through my day with you, where seeing your smile and hearing your voice is just enough for me. Remember this, I Love You Adwianna, so much, and always will be.

We didn't even manage to capture those cupcake's picture can sayang? Oh well, it was the delicious kan baby? Like I said, it tastes like kuih raya. Next time, we'll make a creative and well-improve batch of cupcakes and muffins, okay baby ♥?

Loads of love, your hubby wubby, Awiff ♥

ps: sorry for all I've done in our phone call last night baby. I know I shouldn't be acting like that way, I'm sorry sayang, so sorry. don't ever blame yourself. and try sayang, and i'm always here with you. okay? love me with your whole heart out baby. I love you muahh !

Well, this is us !

2011-08-13T01:58:00.002+08:00

Hi, call us Adriff. And here we are, rapping, laughing, dancing and webcamming all night long. Yes, I love you baby, so much, with my whole heart and soul. We're so cool isn't it? Ha hi hu he ha ai ai ai aribba ! Nur Adrianna Lim ♥

I enjoy what she does, her smile, her laughter, her mumbling and babbling, her nags, her voice, her scent, and just everything. Yes, it's just hard to explain, because it'll take me a lifetime to prove, to you my sweetheart, my prettybaby, princess and my queen of heart. The one who stole my heart, far far away, to Narnia !

Warning, she'll burn you down into ashes and throws pop pops to whom she dislikes most, which is so cute to my point of view, and I just won't let her face all of this world by herself.

So cute of her. I miss her yes, every second that came and past. Goodnight darling, I'm here. Not nearing there with you during your sleep, but close to your heart and dream. Xx.

Her name is ♥

2011-08-11T21:21:00.009+08:00

Hi, this is me, Ariff Hafiz. Captured this when I was washing my hands for buka.

I Love You ! :*

Yeah, I'm just here next to her, my baby boo, Nur Adrianna Lim, where we would spend our nights together in front of the laptop, dancing and singing together, rapping and laughing all night long, till the shop close. So yeah, we had a hell of a time. And yes, I appreciate em' with every second of my life, where I love her and I miss her, with every beat of my heart. Where I'll be, here by her side, and just won't leave her to spend the day and night, seconds and minutes, by herself, because yes, she have me, whom enjoys her smiles and laughter, and enjoys just everything she does, because she's just beautiful, yes so much, eventhough she didn't even believe I've said so, the apple of my eyes, my queen of heart, my princess, my prettybaby, my wonderwoman, my catwoman, me amoi, me mustacho ai karamba ai ai andre andre gusto al-gustapo muah ! Hey, we're Adriff. Gotta problem with us bruh? IM me here, www.facebook.com/ariffhafiz or www.twitter.com/ariffhafiz.

ps; baby, I love you so much and always. Do always remember that, bear that in your mind and heart what've I said. Please don't think too much, and please, don't carry all of those burden alone. I'm here, and we'll carry all of em together. All the way together baby, we build our future, castle and destiny together. Through everything, Adawiffiannaf ♥

WiffWiff & LinLin

2011-08-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

5th August 2011, 10:13 PM

Where we are no longer in a relationship.

We are officially married & attached :3

Adariffiana, Adariffihannafiz, Adawifiannaf, Adriff.

Where our name is our virtue.

Where our heart and souls are one.

Together, we build a better future.

Through sick and health.

Joy and sadness together.

Thick and thin.

Bitter and sweet.

ME AND YOU

We'd be better together.

Changing and feeling alive again.

Towards better.

I Love You, Nur Adrianna Lim ♥

So much.

And always will be.

Where I'll be here, here always.

BY YOURSIDE

Sincerely,

Your boyfriend, hubby, superbatman, concrete, sunshine, rainbow and your everything.

Ahmad Ariff Hafiz Bin Isnami

2011-07-26T14:58:00.005+08:00

Me mon amo, Nur Adrianna Lim. Where we're one, Adariffihannafiz, Adariffianna, Adawiafiannaf, Adriff. I love you, and when I said those 3 words, please trust me so, because I really do, with my whole heart. I'm just here standing right next to you, doing stuffs that you would even imagine that I would do, where it all is just for you, my Adwianna. Come, take my hand and we'll go free, and away. I'll paint those silver lining skies for you, and I'll bring you rainbows, a pair of unicorns for us, and build our own castle together, through time and maturity, we'd be better together, along the way, and I just won't say goodbye, because goodbye is just not my word. I'm just here, here with you, next to you, standing still and firm, through everything together. Je T'aime Mon Amo !

2011-06-14T01:15:00.001+08:00

Je Fais Partie Avec Vous <3

I Belong With You :')

Hardship

2011-01-30T23:33:00.004+08:00

Yeah, this part of my life seems to be getting much and much more difficult.

after one came, another soon came after that.

and I bet, more to come after this.

with all of this matters ringing and banging in my head, it seems my life now is just nightmare, a nightmare that I've ever hoped not to dream of.

Ya Allah, please give me the 'extra' bit of strength more for me to struggle on.

and i just don't know to whom i want to share this but only you my Lord.

it is just hard for me to say this, but the truth is, I'm weak, and I would be weaker without You my Lord.

Praying, patience and open mind are the elements for me to succeed in this struggle.

Please Ya Allah, pave me the way so that I can solve these matters, one at a time.

I need You, because I am at my own stride ;(

Back To December

2011-01-30T14:13:00.003+08:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

A lovely song, meaningful and deep. Taylor Swift, you're the best. Do create more great songs in the future Taylor ! :)

Ps: Your songs always made me cry. Curse youu Taylor haha :')

;(

2011-01-26T15:43:00.003+08:00

"Life is about difficulties and all sorts of other matters"

yes it is. this sentence just pops into my head since those problems and others sorts of stuff came.

hmmm, this moment of my life is just hard to be carried on.

taking too much pressures and too much problems could burden us, and I mean to all human beings.

i don't know how to explain this but the only word I can express is 'I don't know'.

my friends keep asking me about the same question everyday, 'what's wrong with you dude? I've never seen you like this before?'

and the answer that i could only mentioned to them is only that word, 'I just don't know '

why's this much difficulties i've to carry on by myself? it's just too hard for me to handle. the will just keep fading and fading away.

Ya Allah, please show me the way and give me the strength to strive on please, amin.

Now, the saddest part of a teenager's life named after Ariff, just began.

Hello Screen

2011-01-08T02:18:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah, the long awaited new single by us, 'Perasaan' have just been released on, 5/1/2011.

As we say, 'here's the new year present for our fans'.

And with this single, we're making a big step towards the Malaysian music industry. Alhamdulillah, Hello Screen is now, a young and learning band, are making improvements in our music making.

And InsyaAllah, Hello Screen one day will be well known amongst the youngsters and teenagers around Malaysia with our melody that we called ' The New Pop & Rock Generation ', which is blended with the pop, rock and alternatives influences.

With the support from our fans and our very own hardwork, InsyaAllah, there will be a crystal in the open sea for us :)

p/s: don't forget to check us out at our Facebook or our Revernation, www.reverbnation.com/helloscreen for more info's. Thank you :)

Hello 11, Byebye 10

2011-01-03T23:44:00.010+08:00

And yes, it's Hello to 2011, and Good Bye 2010.

2010 leaves me with a lot of memories, with a variety bits of it : sadness, happiness, difficulties, accomplishments, disappointments and joy.

As they say, "Learn from the past, and move on" and that is what I will do.

Each year is different, and this year, i want to make new advancements and bla bla bla. Okay, my main point here is my new year resolutions, and here they're :

1. Decrease the amount of smokes (as the cigs prices are now way sky high, better i credit my money to something useful, haha)

2. This year will be my final year of studying at KPTM Bangi, and i wanna achieve that Dean's List award, for 2 Sems in a row, meaning that it is 3.5 and above GPA for my 4th and 5th sem, InsyaAllah :)

3. Being a better man, a good son to my parents, the greatest brother to my sibs that they had ever have and a great friend to a friend, InsyaAllah.

4. Improving my drumming skills and help Hello Screen emerge as one of the best bands in the Malaysia music industry, InsyaAllah.

5. Gonna save my money for better usage.

6. Going to get the things i wanted most: Nokia Eseries, Canon EOS, Fixed-gear Bicycles, InsyaAllah

7. Going to give my full determination and passion in doing everything, including loving and interests, InsyaAllah.

8. Improving myself by throwing away the bad habits and inputing a new, good habits, InsyaAllah.

Yes, pain is only momentary, and life's still long. Put away all the grudges that had happened before and look forward. May 2011 be a prosperous year for all of us.

GOOD BYE 2010, you'll only be my memory :)

Dum Dum Tak !

2010-12-24T15:13:00.010+08:00

Music can be described as a conversation through melody. Musician often compose music to inspire, describe and send messages to people. Even in a music, musicians tend to make a story in them.

But did you know, drums is one of the integral element of making music. As the musicians say, "Drums is the HEART of every music".
And yes, being a drummer is not an easy matter, though mastering them will take some time to accomplish.

Playing drums is what i enjoy in life as it helps me advance in being creative and also help me rid of the stress in me.

Making an interesting and catchy melody through drums can be described as "making sex".

And through Hello Screen, i can finally distribute my talent in playing drums to another level. Alhamdulillah, Hello Screen is now making a big step to the music industry in Malaysia. Still, we are still young and learning from our experiences and surroundings. Gaining knowledge and influences will help us to improve our very own music, InsyaAllah.

And i hope one day, that i can master and be one of the accomplish drummers, and Hello Screen too will be an established band in Malaysia, InsyaAllah :)

And always remember that, "Practice makes perfect"

6 Months with a meaning

2010-12-24T02:15:00.013+08:00

And it's been a long time since I've updated my latest post,

And yes it took me for about 6 months now to update this damn forsaken blog HAHA,

but yes, 6 months is a very long time, with a lot of bitter and sweet bits of life that I've gone through,

dpt roommate yg selalu menjerit dekat awek dia dalam phone, dgn org dengki lagi, dgn mcm mcm masalah yg terpaksa ditempuhi, dgn dugaan yg Allah S.W.T berikan, dgn bawak motor sakit pinggang smpai melaka (??), dgn sakit smuanya, haduyy.

biasa la, hidup kan? patience is the main key and I've been holding on to my own quotes, "The world are made so that human will always learn, learn till their death".

what i've learnt, and what i've gone through, opened my mind to a new prospect of life.

yelah, nak matang bukan kata " Yes ! aku dah 19, dah matang ! HAHA" tapi the way kita dpt bezakan the good or bad, the way that kita learn from our mistakes, the way that kita kenal diri kita and the way that kita kenal kelemahan kita and kekuatan kita. that's is the way for us to mature, but it'll take a very long time for us to accomplish that.

Still, smua org ada potensi masingmasing. Don't be too down-hearted by your own self but be proud and thankful of yourself sbb Dia telah mencipta kita dgn sebaik-baik kejadianNya, sedangkan ada yg lain yg tidak sebaik dicipta.

yes, everyone have their own potential and abilities, still, mcm mana rupa org tu, mcm mana impression diri dia, don't judge them roughly because you doesn't have the right to say anything about them. know them, and you'll know then, bahawa dia boleh membawa korang ke arah kebaikan atau kejahatan. stick with this quote "Rambut semua sama, tapi hati lain lain". luar mmg kita nmpk dia, tapi dalam? kita tak tahu kan?

itu la Dunia yg dicipta oleh Allah S.W.T.

tapi ingat, setiap perkara yg terjadi itu adalah tidak semestinya dgn kehendak kita, tapi dgn kehendakNya sendiri.

walaupun kita tak dpt perkara yg kita ingini sngt, InsyaAllah, kita akan mendapat lebih dri yg kita nak kan tu.

"Be yourself, and strive on in life. To the littlest situation to the big & major problems, don't you ever give up because in the end, happiness awaits "

2010-07-22T04:09:00.005+08:00

To Allah I seek forgiveness and blessings
Save me Ya Allah
From this hateful and saddening world
Only to You I seek, for peacefulness and guidance
And to You I bow, knelt and prostrate
Please forgive my One and only God Pave me
Your way So that I can be successful in this world that You built and afterlife
To You I cry
Begging for forgiveness
Ya Allah, Most Gracious and Merciful
Praise be to Allah
Lord of the world
Eternal guardian of the Heaven and Earth

Seulement pour vous, je prie, Ya Allah

A mind opening post

2010-06-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

One day, a wise man once told me,

"Life is about learning. Learn about life. Learn the true meaning of life. And one day, you'll get the answers"

Learning life by myself have helped me to move on in life, in's and out's of it. Being an idealist is me, through this, I lend a hand to people and guiding them in life, and through love, I guide. Life itself taught me everything. Education itself is a life, but life is also an education. Though many people wouldn't have noticed anything, but I do. Seeing the magnificent world He build, made me as a better man.

And these words, my own words, will I hold until the rest of my life.

"Life itself is about trying in 'it'. Open your eyes and see the magnificent of life. Learn to love, learn to forgive. Gain from the past, struggle in present and seek the future. Be yourself, gain knowledge and expand. Life and Afterlife are in your own grasp" quotes by Ahmad Ariff Hafiz bin Isnami

Ont une belle vie à venir et puisse Allah vous bénisse

WORLD CUP 2010

2010-06-23T11:38:00.002+08:00

Come on David Villa and Roque Santa Cruz !

David Villa #7

Roque Santa Cruz #9

Spain's and Paraguay's top marksmen

Aller sur l'Espagne et le Paraguay!

Update

2010-06-23T11:18:00.002+08:00

Updating Updating !

WORLD CUP 2010 SOUTH AFRICA, waka waka haha :)

After 4 years, the World cup is back after that previous one which was held at Germany.
And pasal World Cup la orang jadi gila bola, makan bola and tido pon bola. Dekat tv pon bola je. HAHA.
So, apa favourite team(s) you guys? Mine of course would be;

Spain

and
Paraguay

Hahaha :) Jom tengok bola ! :)

Que le meilleur gagne!

Recording done !

2010-02-27T12:12:00.002+08:00

We/Hello Screen have just recorded our demos, and they're;

Dunia

Kawan

Dilema

Come and listen to our demos at www.myspace.com/helloscreen

support is much needed, tq :)

Puissions-nous aller ensemble à travers

Blog update

2010-01-24T16:09:00.001+08:00

Wahh, lama tak update blog ni. Mesti dh berhabuk kan?
hahahahaha XD
ohhh yeah, straight to the point laa.
hehe, Happy New Year ! *gila lambat aku wish, hahaha XD
and this year, it's my 2nd semester at KPTM Bangi.
Quite busy, standard la tuu, with assignments and all that, huih.
ohh yeah, my new year's resolution are still in progress.
but I'm currently completing one of my resolutions. heee :)
and I have another 2 resolutions more to complete, byk masa lgi kan?
hehe :D

2nd Semester ni seronok laa, dpt room mates yg best. dpt classmates yg gilagila.
hahaha, scorer pon gila kan?
subject pon gila jgak. haha XD microeconomics, marketing, statistics, principles of accounting.
killer, microeconomics laa. huih.
Alhamdulillah, last year punya final dpt cntik punya pointer, 3 pointer and above la kan :)
mmbanggakan parents. hehe :)
and 2010 is a new year. and this year World Cup !
Spain, go Spain !
hahaha, tk sabar. hehe :)
and that is all for my post today, tata :)

ps; i'll update my blog again later yahh :D

Sera bientôt de retour :)

frenchy !

2009-12-18T16:35:00.001+08:00

hehe, studying french are interesting isn't it?
haha, can someone teach me?

I've been using this Google Translate thingy to learn this awesome language.
You guys should try this :)
hehe.
maybe it might be useful to you guys, I mean boys. heee xD
you know what I mean.
hehe, try laa.
haha :D
It's very interesting. hehe :D

And can someone teach me french?

Merci et bonne journée :)

The Maine - Into your arms lyric

2009-12-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

There was a new girl in town
She had it all figured out (had it all figured out)
Well I'll state something rash
She had the most amazing...smile.

I bet you didn't expect that
She made me change my ways (she made me change my ways)
With eyes like a sunset, baby
And legs that went on for days

I'm falling in love
But its falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

She made her way to the bar
I tried to talk to her
But she seemed so far (she seemed so far)
Out of my league
I had to find a way to get her next to me

I'm falling in love
But its falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

Oh she's slipping away
I always reach when I'm thinking of words to say
Oh the things she does
Make it seem like love
Just a game (just a game)
And I like the way we play

I'm falling in love
But its falling apart.
I need to find my way back to the start (x2)

When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms
Into your arms.

Into your arms.
Into your arms.

You guys should listen to this song :D
Sangat best ! :)

Rindu

2009-12-04T11:00:00.000+08:00

Senarai orang yang di rindui, especially KPTM Bangian and kawankawan yg sudah lama tidak berjumpa ;

Han, Piez, Fad, Faisal, Bob, Ayoi, Zul, Faliq, Faiq, Reza, Naji, Mingming, Angah, Ayeep, Adib, Shahrul, Nasir, Hafiz, Daus, Telo, Dauz Teksha, Shamil, Roy, Suhaimi, Ajim, Izzat, Syafiq, Atiq, Chapid, Zack, Din, Ham, Afif, Khai, Abg Hafiz, Abd Hafiz, Zulfadli, Shakir, Iman, Zulfaqar, Dee Co, Syam, Tahir, Ijat, Pak Din, Azfar, Tengku Azrin, Zulfahmi, Amirul Idham, Arif Aiman, Wafiy, Shakur, Ismael, Farhan, Arip, Botak, Muadz, Irham, Syazwan, Wani, Aenny, Niena, Amarina Sofia, Sheeda, Ain, Izzati, Fae, Sabrina, Whe, Dyny, Aisy, Dayana, Naq, Atiqah, Fatin, Rika, Teha, Dina, Oya, Shakila, Nur, Nisa, Amalina Linajz, Qistina, Zaa, Liyana, Ada, Sue, Suraya, Nur Akmal Md Zaki, Izzat D, Fiefa, Syafiqah, Nabila Hanim, Section 18 [AB101]

I miss you guys ! Hope to see you guys again ;)

Update blog

2009-12-04T10:35:00.000+08:00

Wahhh, lama tk sntuh blog ni.
Yela, asyik busy dgn band and exam jee hri tu.
Skarang ade laa skit masa nk update blog.
Hari ni dh nk kne pegi kajang dh, nk buat final prep untuk performances esok and untuk ahad ni.
So, tomorrow my band, Hello Screen ade shows dkt Puchong dengan Kajang esok. And on sunday, Kitaorg perform dekat Cheras.
Tiring, tapi this is what we call life. Rezeki kan? Hehe :D
Hope band kami nanti dpt dikenali ramai lahhh.
Jom tngok kami perform !
HEHE :)

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Farewell, Atok

2009-11-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

My Grandpa, passed away on Wednesday, 11th of November 2009.
Although you're gone, you're always in my memories atok.
I love you so much.
Tapi kita kne redha.
I'm glad that I had my chance to see you.
Before you're really gone, from my life atok.
I will keep always pray, pray that atok di tempatkan di tempat orang yang beriman disisiNYA.
Goodbye atok.

malas

2009-11-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

urghh, mls laa nk blik cmpus.
can someone send me back to bangi?
haih -_-'

Glad

2009-11-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

last night, she called me.
when life is full of sadness, suddenly a glimmer of hope came.

i was excited and happy.
i missed her so much.
and i will always pray, that the days before this, the happiness between us, will come back again, as usual.
i will keep praying for the both of us.
with a little of hope and a lot of prayer, we'll get the one who we love most back.

ps; i just wanted to say that, love the person who loves you, no matter what. Remember that Nur Amalina Binti Rosnan, always, because I Love You So Much.

I love you, Atok

2009-11-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

atok, i know your condition's worsening.
my heart cried when i see you at your house atok.
i just can pray that Allah won't take away you from me yet atok.
atok, i love you, so much. i don't want you to go tok. plss :(
i have lost many things tok. i've lost ama. I don't want to lose you next atok.
i will keep praying for you tok, i will. you are my hero.

Bandstage Music Festival

2009-11-06T03:39:00.001+08:00

This is our or Hello Screen first debut gig, and also the first stage performance.
Mari rmai rmai come to our gig at Kompleks Rakan Muda Puchong.
When? On this 5th of December ! hehe.
Bawa geng rmai rmai yea?
Kalau rmai sngt, organizer sediakan transport. Tpi you guys kne book bus company sendiri dlu, baru organizer bayar.
Ohhh, and I still have the tickets. tinggal 3 je lgi. mari mari. RM 25. tk rugi tau !
hehehe. contact me at my myspace profile, www.myspace.com/are_repp
A go go Hello Screen !

Hello Screen

2009-11-06T02:55:00.000+08:00

This band was an idea made up by Han, the band's vocalist, and was joined later by Piez as they were roommates at KPTM Bangi. They first made up a song "Morning", which explains about their lives at our campus's hostel. Then, around in the middle of August, KPTM's modern music club made audition to seek talents in the college. This is where fate played its part when Han, Piez, Pezal and Ayep signed up to join this audition. They then saw each other's talents and started to meet up later after the audition. The band then consist of Han, Piez, Fad and Ayep. Pezal then joined the band after recommendation from Ayep. Each band members have their own stories in their vast experiences in music before this, with Piez formerly into grunge, Pezal into ballads and Ayep into punk. All of them agrees with Han's idea, to bring and blend in with the garage,new wave, indie, rock and powerpop genres. And around late of August 2009, we formed a band, Hello Screen with our tag line, lets bring back the black and white scenes yaww. Hello Screen consist of five members, where Han is on vocals + tambourine, Piez on lead guitar, Pezal on rhythm + vocals, Fad on bass and Ayep on drums. Support our local music scenes. We also are still standing on our own feet and we are still new in this scene, and support is much needed :). In the mean time, we have created 7 songs, which are called Morning, Gun of Love, Kawan, Past, Dilema, Khayalan and Song For Mama.

yup, this is the story of Hello Screen, my new band.
support us okay? :)
let's bring back the black and white scenes yaww~

ps; don't forget to add us at www.myspace.com/helloscreen

It's hard to let you go

2009-11-06T02:18:00.000+08:00

It's was just like yesterday,
When we were so happy and deep in love,
Now, what's left of it, were just memories,
We've gone through happiness and sadness together for 11 months.

All that i can say is only goodbye, just goodbye.
Accepting your decision was the one of the most hardest thing i've to decide in my life.
but fate have sentenced, that our relationship may go as far as this.

I just hope that u realize, realize that this was a mistake.
realize that you still have someone who loves you, other than your parents and friends.
If it's life that you wanted most, go, go and have it.
I won't stop if that makes you happy.

And I just want you to know,
It's hard for us to let something or someone who we love most.
And he/she will be in our heart, for the rest of our lives.
No matter how easy, desperate the decision you made.

Love is not an easy matter.
It is not a game.
I swore to you that I would love you for the rest of my life.
And that swear, I will hold on to it.
I Love You.

I'll be waiting for you. But for now, it's just goodbye.

movies movies :)

2009-07-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

2 movie best, transformers : revenge of the fallen and ice age 3 : dawn of the dinosaurs. raawwwrrr !

most awaited movie, oleh rmai org, haha XD

great movie, action gilegile lebih dri yg first punye.

and how about the graphics? marvellous !

a big clap to michael bay and his crew for making this awesome movie :)

but, this sequel is a bit lembap than the first one.

but still, people were rushing to catch this movie and it's still one of the best movies i've ever watch.

and i watched this movie, 3 times already at gsc, haha XD

5 stars ! :D

ohh, ice age 3? transfomers bitter rival, haha.

you guys have to watch this onee.

like they say, tk kering gusi !

hahaha, mmg bestt.

attractive, hilarious and a 'cute' movie.

hahaha. marvellous !

5 stars !

so, jum jum tngok, because i've already watch those movie. heheee :D

penat penat

2009-07-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

wahh, today was the best day, tpi best pon, penat jgak.

hahaha XD dgn rakan sekerabat, hazim, sham and fiqul, we went to midvalley around 9 o'clock.

smpai smpai, nk ambik cek gaji. tk smpai plak kak raidah lgi kat midvalley (she's my manager mse keje dgn celcom dlu). hoho.

jln jln la dlu kan? planplan, ade org tu nk save budget konon ! hahaha XD, hazim hazim.

dpt jgak kitaorg pncing die tngok ice age 3. hahaha. lastlast, die tk pyah klua kan duit lngsung, kitaorg blnje die tiket. hahaha XD

pstu, dpt cek. dnga dnga, bule bank-in check sehari pstu bule kua kan dh duit. haaa, ape lgi, kitaorg pegi la maybank jalan klang lama. kat situ je bule buat kan, sbb bank laen 3 hri bru clear.

naek la bas. pergh, sardin bas tu. haha XD

after that, bank in la cek tu. lps we settled everything, tnggu bas. pergh, bebulu tnggu bas, smpai sesat kitaorg jlnjln kat jalan klang lama tu. haha XD

tnggu bas pon, half an hour later bru smpai. haha XD

bengkak kaki bile smpai kat subang parade, jln jln lgi kat situ. hoho.

tkpe tkpe, naseb baek ade sham yg loaded tuu. haha XD payung la mknn ngan air :)

thnks sham ! haha XD esok, bb jom? hahaha.

nape kl ni pack sngt? merate jam. ktm jam, highway jam, bas pon jam. hahaha.

jam jam jam ! smpai 2 train kitaorg lepas mse kat ktm subng jaya, psal jam mcm sardin laaa. haha XD

that's all. someone have to deal with these things. tiaptiap hri camni, dri dlu, smpai skarang. again, jam jam jam !

mid semester break

2009-07-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

yeah, it's the mid semester break :)

and a week of HOLIDAY ! hahahaha XD

but, rase mcm malas jgak nk blik, because i'm spending a great time at campus.
huhuhu :(.
bosan jgak bile blik TTDI. kwn kwn pon rmai dh pegi U. mcm kosong je bile blik sane nnti. haih :(
tkpe, sometimes we have to take a break from something right?

but the most important thing is that we have to do during the break is the ASSIGNMENTS !
and a whole lot of em. haha XD

the best thing is that, i can't wait to go back to campus ! :)

college life

2009-07-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

it was 27th of may when i first registered into this college

and it was an amazing feeling, some kind of excitement that i felt, a freshmen i am.

1st semester here, and it was great ! :)

i met new friends, and there great, odd, weird and so called 'hot' friends, datins and datos. hahaha XD and the business studies students here rocks !

and our best place to hang out was alamanda and midvalley. hahaha XD

but the best thing about this college is its surrounding was peaceful and a great place to study, with their sporting and great lecturers, it makes the vibe to study here is the best since the 11 years of my study.

section 9, my class, we have one of the most amazing class here.

the chemistry in our class was very great and we always make jokes and laugh around together every day :)

and our moto is "study, smile success, YES !"

KPTM Hebat ! , BANGI Mantap !

differences between SAHABAT and KAWAN

2009-02-14T09:51:00.000+08:00

During a beautiful evening. somewhere around FEBRUARY....

i've got this SMS called, differences between "SAHABAT" and "KAWAN"

the differences between KAWAN and SAHABAT are

seorang kawan hanya mengingati kawan mereka semase susah dan melupakan mereka semasa senang

while seorang sahabat akan mengingati sahabat mereka yg laen sepanjang mase, walau susah dan senang...

and i receive that message from my best buddy, AJIM .

kwn kwn & sahabat sahabat, TERIMA KASIH :)

penganggur? haha xD

2009-02-12T15:22:00.001+08:00

sejak 2 menjak aku jdi penganggur ni kan, pergh, tido mkn tido mkn tido mkn, pstu mlm lepak. pergh. mmg hidup buncit jea beb! haha xD. nk tnggu brother yg offer aku keje, lmbt lak, smua kene DENGGI sehh. aduhh. lumayan beb gaji. haih xD. camne ni ek? tkkan aku nk membuncit jea kott? haha xD. tk sedap la org nk tngok kan? lgi lgi ade sorang yg kat SELAYANG tuuu. hehe xD.

thank you :)

2009-02-11T10:46:00.000+08:00

my awesomeness :D

thanks korang! korang best!

AJIM, thanks jim, ko la kwn aku paling best sehh xD aku sayang ko jim, kite bkn kwn, kite SAHABAT, ingt tuu ^_^ haha. ko kwn pling caring sehh !

AENNY, aenny, i'm sorry for everything tau? i didn't meant to do those things to u aenny. aenny, you're my best friend, and thank you for everything. ko la SAHABAT aku :)

IZZAT, i miss u bro. haha. hri tu pegi sunway lagoon, best sehh :) nnti kite pegi holiday same same la nk? haha. ko bwk kete, aku join. haha. aku kan kaki menyebok. haha xD bro, ko pon SAHABAT aku, bkn KAWAN tau, SAHABAT :)

RENA kenit, RENA kenit !! xD

FAKHRUL, haha. naek kete kancil ko pening sehh. haha. smlm cuak je kan? ingt dh sesat dh. haha xD. jom KLCC jom? haha. ko best dow, dh la NOOB xD. haha ^_^

NIENA, haha. u best lahh :) u tkde dlm band, tk best lahh :(. smua tnye tau nape u da tkde dlm. bcoz u're our keyboardist, best ever keyboardist :D and niena, u're my SAHABAT too ^_^

DYNY. u're like my little sister u know? haha xD asyik pnggil aku abg je. hehe. adik!! haha xD

and i'm glad to have new friends :) u guys are great!

who's not in the list, do remind me? i'm glad to have u guys as my friends. because great friends are difficult to find these days. THANK YOU :)

love story chords

2009-02-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

Intro: C G Am F

C
We were both young when i first saw you
F
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
Am F
Im standing there on a balcony of summer air

C
See the lights, See the party the ball gowns
F
I see you make your way through the crowd
Am
You say hello
G
Little did i know

F G
That you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
Am C
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
F
And i was crying on the staircase
G Am C
Begging you please don't go, and i said

C
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
G
I'll be waiting all theres left to do is run
Am
You'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
F G C
Its a love story baby just say yes

C
So i sneak out to the garden to see you
F
We keep quite because we're dead if they know
Am
So close your eyes
G
Let’s keep this down for a little while
F G
Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
Am C
and my daddy said stay away from Juliet

F
But you were everything to me
G Am C
and i was begging you please don't go and i said

C
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
G
I'll be waiting all theres left to do is run
Am
You be the prince i'll be the princess
F G C
Its a love story baby just say yes

C
Romeo save me, try to tell me how it is
G
This love is difficult, but its real,
Am
Save me from the breakdown, make it out of looseness
F G
Its a love story baby just say yes, oh

Solo: C G Am F

Am F C G
I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
Am F
My faith in you was fading
C G
Then i met you on the outskirts of town and i said
C
Romeo save me i've been feeling so alone
G
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Am
Is this in my head, i don't know what to think
F G
He nelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said
D
Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
A
I love you and thats all I really know
Bm
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
G A D
Its a love story baby just say yes
D A Bm
Oh, oh, yes
G D
We were very young when i first saw you

i'll try and play it for you, okay sayang? :DD

Freshmen :DD

2009-02-10T17:06:00.000+08:00

haha xD im new here. haha. tk reti 1 mende pon lgi. hehe. kalau tkde pape kat page ni, im sorry, i'll try to work it out how to make my blog's more interesting. yeah! ready, set, go baby!